Self-Esteem

[Cosmos]

Originally posted by Pixelmaster
My self esteem sucks! I think im fat sometimes even though Im 14 and way 101pnds, I dress dark and act crazy sometimes but act dark or completly crazy and happy and walk up to mail men and ask "Do mailmen deliver there own mail, or are there mailmen for mailmen?" and crazy **** like that, but others I'll get pissed and if someone says something that pisses me off I'll whip a plate at them. I have to take pills this lowers my self esteem a lot, because I think that Im like some loser who cant control himself, and sometimes I'll stay on the comp for 34 hours (I did this once) to avoid getting pissed. One of the things that make me feel the lowest is when people treat me like a special kid I'M NO F*CKING DIFFERENT AND NEITHER IS ANY ONE OVERWEIGHT OR ANYTHING!!! THE WORLD IS ****** UP BECAUSE OF ALL OF THIS **** OF MODELS WEIGHING 40 POUNDS!!

The bold stuff leads to that idea..?

The rest screams crazy person... I'm jokin.. <.<

[I Have a Sandwich]

Originally posted by Midnight

quote:

Originally posted by Pixelmaster My self esteem sucks! I think im fat sometimes even though Im 14 and way 101pnds, I dress dark and act crazy sometimes but act dark or completly crazy and happy and walk up to mail men and ask "Do mailmen deliver there own mail, or are there mailmen for mailmen?" and crazy **** like that, but others I'll get pissed and if someone says something that pisses me off I'll whip a plate at them. I have to take pills this lowers my self esteem a lot, because I think that Im like some loser who cant control himself, and sometimes I'll stay on the comp for 34 hours (I did this once) to avoid getting pissed. One of the things that make me feel the lowest is when people treat me like a special kid I'M NO F*CKING DIFFERENT AND NEITHER IS ANY ONE OVERWEIGHT OR ANYTHING!!! THE WORLD IS ****** UP BECAUSE OF ALL OF THIS **** OF MODELS WEIGHING 40 POUNDS!!

The bold stuff leads to that idea..?

The rest screams crazy person... I'm jokin.. <.<

No Mid, it screams emo, and if there's one thing MIC hates, its emos. Pixelmaster, stop being emo. MIC said so.

[Cosmos]

I was gonna say that... but usually emos are trying to kill theirselves, and whine about it. But he didn't, so.. *shrugs*

[I Have a Sandwich]

Just you wait.

[Fortet]

My self-esteem could be better.
Then again, so could my dental hygene
I worry about acne everyday because it seems as if I'm the only one with it at my school. Nobody makes fun of me because of it, but it still bothers me.
My hair has always gotten me . . . 'Crazy.' I've tried every length my hair will grow, every style, etc..., but I can never find anything that looks good in my own opinion.
I don't know why I worry about things like this. I'm not a very materialistic person. I guess it comes from media and being a teenager.
Beyond that, I feel great about myself just the way I am.
Man, I sound sort of 'shallow' (out of lack of better term) writing this. . .

[Drace]

Originally posted by I Have a Sandwich
No Mid, it screams emo, and if there's one thing MIC hates, its emos. Pixelmaster, stop being emo. MIC said so.

MIC IS emo. He should change his name in Meisemo.

[Shady Ultima]

Originally posted by Pixelmaster
What you mean Goffik?! The biggest gothic thing about me is my name Xavier Alistar Ulrich (Not related to Lars but I wish I was)

You wanna be related to the most hated drummer of all time? The guy who can barely play a basic beat?

[Drace]

Originally posted by Shady Ultima

quote:

Originally posted by Pixelmaster What you mean Goffik?! The biggest gothic thing about me is my name Xavier Alistar Ulrich (Not related to Lars but I wish I was)

You wanna be related to the most hated drummer of all time? The guy who can barely play a basic beat?

I like Metallica...

[Meiscool-2]

It's true, I do hate emos.

Also, Drace, you're just jealous that Rev's in my bed instead of yours.

[Drace]

Originally posted by Meiscool
It's true, I do hate emos.

Also, Drace, you're just jealous that Rev's in my bed instead of yours.

No, not really.

[Shady Ultima]

Originally posted by Drace

quote:

Originally posted by Shady Ultima quote: Originally posted by Pixelmaster What you mean Goffik?! The biggest gothic thing about me is my name Xavier Alistar Ulrich (Not related to Lars but I wish I was) You wanna be related to the most hated drummer of all time? The guy who can barely play a basic beat?

I like Metallica...

I like Metallica too, but their drummer sucks balls.