My life goals and dreams

[rush_fan]

You are in my prayers as well.  My grandma has skin cancer and my great uncle had cancer.  They are alright- you will be to.  I know it

[Snake Eater]

I'm so sorry. You will be in my prayers.

You can't give up hope though, never. Good luck.

[blackskullwarlock]

All I can say is that it would be a hard blow for many of us should you...lose the fight, Jenna. It's cases like these that makes me wonder why do they put a price over someone's life.

Should you leave us, be sure to haunt Square-Enix and force them to do your bidding  

[shadus]

Also Make sure to cam by my house.I might scare you back to life.

[Spike21]

... i am still praying for you... do not be too worried, i faced ...it... before and won. you can win to just if you are positive it helps alot

[Arcanagirl]

I am keeping positive, but I really think everyone should know whats going on and that even in bad status, you can always keep your chin up and even play games and get a demo out if possible

That is more of what I want out of life and what I want to do before I go. I like to be prepared in case my time comes before I want.

I also want everyone to know if I disappear it isnt cause I left, but bad things came and got me instead.

This is my second home, I dont plan to ever leave it for a seriously long time. Everyone here is like my family. I help in some areas where people may need me and I can help. Then they help me at times too. We talk have good times. Hope this place stays alive forever and ever. I have seen and played some awsome games and I hope to see more and maybe even my game at the top.

Too bad admins dont make a forum section just for game demos already out, maybe below the game center where everyone posts ideas for their games, game stats, and demos or snapshots...Be more organized if it went like that, but it also be some work to place all the games with demos in game thread moved to demo thread...hehe just me babbering about ways to get organized..I am just a neat freak lol.

[SaiKar]

Demos and such are in your game thread. Edit and organize your original post in that thread to include links to demos and such if you want. If the becomes to cluttered and disorgnized for some reason, you can start a new one and let the old topic go.

Anyway, I don't think it's your time quite yet. I don't know why I say that. Just sort of a gut feeling that I get occasionally. Let's both hope I'm right, okay?  You'll be in my thoughts and prayers as well.

[Razor]

Well Christ, that's a downer.

I hope you get dramatically better like, soon.

[ZeroKirbyX]

Good luck to yeh. And its nice to see you standing strong. Those who don't fear death are usually able to defeat it.

[Arcanagirl]

lol, dont say that! I dont want to live forever, I say let me die right before I go senial. ROFL  

[smokey_locs2002]

All I can say is. My god be with you.

Have you tried a loan?

 I think medical sh!t is so fuked up if it does not put money in their pocket then they refuse to help anyone besides in India. Which will preform an operation for cheap and will let you stay in the hospital as long as you want to with no rush but, the doctors tend to be lazy and preform horrid operations.

I don't see why they can't just work something out with people. It's all bullshit. If I was a doctor and someone was sick and could not afford "the cure" then I would freaken help them.
Money is not the only payment that one can receive. The fact of knowing you can do something that helps others should be enough. Sure doctors have to get paid and nurses and all those other people but it's a freaken life something can be worked out.

Then people say "well the government can't pay for operations and such"
but they can spend millions of dollars on a goddamn war. Trying to solve a problem that's older than the freaken US. If I could help in anyway I would even if it meant robbing a bank for ya I would.

(yeah my typing is lousy this I know but it's the way of the Smo)

[chronoman]

This is my first time reading this and I am well speechless....I..I had no idea.......I hope you get better and are able to reach your goals. I can only wish you luck and hope you will be with us for a very long time.

[Robotam]

I had no idea..
All I can say is that you'd better come back, this community ain't done with you yet, Jenna.
You haven't really had the best days lately, if there is any justice left in this world.. you will get better. You have all of our support, and if there was anything I could do to save your life I would do it.

[DragonBlaze]

I'm at a loss for words, all I can say is just never give up hope. Always believe in tomarrow and the day ahead. So don't look at this as the end, look at it as another hardship that you can overcome. And remember, everyone here at charas is praying and hoping for you as well.

 

Too bad admins dont make a forum section just for game demos already out, maybe below the game center where everyone posts ideas for their games, game stats, and demos or snapshots...Be more organized if it went like that, but it also be some work to place all the games with demos in game thread moved to demo thread...hehe just me babbering about ways to get organized..I am just a neat freak lol.

I would like to see something like that too. At the least we could just have a sticky in the games section that is just for demos. Poeple could post links to their original game topics and links dirrectly to their demos. I've seen something like this used at other forums, and it worked out pretty well. Its not the same, but its better than nothing.

[Arcanagirl]

Well, I just came back from the doctors and got my results along with another shot...First off news #1


My hormones have dropped, now this is good, but it isnt a for sure thing if I may get over that, but its better then it going up. They say if it goes down more by next thursday I may not need to see a specialest.


News # 2 A lady named Amy from Family Connections has just told me I can be covered for Medican here in Kansas, and it would grant me my own food stamp case, even though I am on that with my husband, so more food. It will also give me full coverage as long as I am disabled in life I stay on it, which in my case be forever lol. Also it grants cash aid to me also, where I get extra 150$ a month to pay bills down here and its a sure way to get me back on SSI too... So thats the good news!!!


I bet everyones prayers helped thanx. I take this as a sign I may live. Cause if I dont I be mad.

I will keep you all posted on this, just in case things turn out diff.